This past week, the whole week long, nearly every moment of the day, I've been struggling. Struggling because I wanted to do my own thing, I wanted to follow my own rules and I was having a difficult time surrendering to Jesus. This whole week I have been on the brink of rebellion, precariously close to shaking my fist in the face of my Creator. Because I wanted to be my own person. But this last week has been so rough, so...I don't know. I've just be extremely unhappy. And now that I've decided to come back into the fold so to speak, life just looks so much brighter.
The road is beginning to smooth out again, and I'm more in line with His will and wishes now. Life is very hard when I try to make my own path...
We're still working through my issues, I'm not a saint all of a sudden, but just letting Him have control over my life again has filled me with such peace. :)
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